Yesterday was hard and there was a lot of comparing myself to The Ex and trying to understand your decisions.

I’m over it.

You want what you want and you’ll go after what you want and I don’t care why. All I know is, it isn’t me.

I really know what I have to offer and it is a lot. I’m not perfect but my life is stable. I know how to love someone. I know how to be loyal. I know how to have honor and integrity. I don’t need a mans attention to validate anything. My career is moving forward. I am building and creating new things with LDesign and WES that I own. I have my own place where I am safe and a reliable car. I have savings. I am healthy and getting healthier. I’ve made conscious decisions to dive deeper into my old wounds so that I can be A BETTER PERSON. It’s not easy but it was a choice so I can be healthier. I want better for me. I want the best for myself because I love myself.

I chose the hard work.

You made your decisions for you. You decided that direction. I decide this.

Good luck to you.